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Compilation appearance(s): - "Defeated by Life" on Most Underground Black Metal Compilation Vol.1 (2025, digital)
Discography
I Should Have Drowned Myself When I Had the Chance
Single · 2025
- 1 I Should Have Drowned Myself When I Had the Chance 8:51
Melancholic Years
Split · 2025
- 1 Have a Nice Life... - Drowning in My Solitude 7:47
- 2 Have a Nice Life... - The Fading of Long Lost Memories 10:33
- 3 Have a Nice Life... - Ensnared by a Web of Trauma, It Was Always Meant to Be This Way 8:48
- 4 Sëilzure - Another Day 6:11
- 5 Sëilzure - Scars 5:02
- 6 Cronofobia - 'Till My Last Breath 3:20
- 7 Cronofobia - Miserable 4:18
- 8 Cronofobia - A Feeling I Can't Stand 2:18
- 9 Death at Last - Athymy 7:23
- 10 Death at Last - Dear Friend 2:54
- 11 Death at Last - Destined 3:07
- 12 Reverie - 1999 9:07
- 13 Reverie - Anhedonia 13:21
- 14 Reverie - Methamphetamine 12:52
- 15 NiceTrip - Your Whisper Through the Shadows 2:12
The Burden of Grief
EP · 2025
- 1 Thantophobia 3:03
- 2 A Feeling of Grief That Never Leaves... 3:46
Worthless
Single · 2025
- 1 Worthless 7:12
Better Days (Never Come)
Split · 2024
- 1 Have a Nice Life... - Insignificant Life 5:34
- 2 ...Stay... - Out of Here (I Want to Be) 4:28
- 3 Have a Nice Life... - Self Destructive Patterns 11:47
- 4 ...Stay... - Happiness 10:02
- 5 Have a Nice Life... - Unreachable Happiness 7:56
- 6 ...Stay... - Alive 7:09
Drowned by Suicidal Thoughts
Full-length · 2024
- 1 A World Without You (Intro) 2:45
- 2 Unforgettable Cries of Piercing Emptiness 11:52
- 3 Buried Alive in a Coffin of Tears 10:47
- 4 My Depression Hugs Me Tighter Than You Ever Could 8:34
- 5 Fading from Her Vision 9:05
- 6 As I Lie in These Embers, I Watched You Fade Away 6:06
- 7 In a State of Constant Suffering 4:49
- 8 My Final Goodbye 7:54
- 9 Tears of a Bleeding Rose 9:52
- 10 Bury Me Beneath the Dirt (Outro) 5:23
Haunted by a Sad Past
Split · 2024
- 1 Have a Nice Life... - Defeated by Life 5:43
- 2 Have a Nice Life... - Withered Wings 10:09
- 3 Tired of Life - Isolated, Helpless, Heartbroken. I Will Never Love Again... 15:45
- 4 Tired of Life - And the Wind Still Remembers Your Name 13:55
- 5 TOC666 - I'm Afraid 9:39
- 6 TOC666 - Traumatized Forever 12:05
- 7 Without Sadness - Injecting Darkness 5:09
- 8 Without Sadness - The Mirror Lies 4:16
Have a Nice Life...
Demo · 2024
- 1 The Sweet Sound of My Suicide 6:31
- 2 Joyless Existence 5:42
- 3 Home Is Where I'm Safest... 5:09
- 4 Neglected Hope 5:46
- 5 Roots of Depression 4:58
As I Remain Forgotten
Single · 2023
- 1 As I Remain Forgotten 6:52
A World Without You...
Single · 2023
- 1 A World Without You... 2:45
Barely Living on the Edge...
Split · 2023
- 1 Shallow Existence - Desolate Wasteland of Sorrow and Misery 7:38
- 2 Shallow Existence - Rotting in a Shallow Grave 5:34
- 3 Nymphrenia - One Last Breath 11:19
- 4 Black Apathy - Dove Feathered Raven 3:57
- 5 Black Apathy - Into the Trees 5:47
- 6 Vanessa Funke - Shadows Remain 6:28
- 7 Vanessa Funke - Grey Skies 5:09
- 8 Have a Nice Life... - As Snow Frosts over Our Memories 6:06
- 9 Have a Nice Life... - Eradicated from Your Heart 9:26
- 10 Have a Nice Life... - My Cold and Desolate Love 4:22
Burdened by Existence
Full-length · 2023
- 1 Erased from Your Memory 8:32
- 2 Despite All My Efforts...I Fade Away 5:04
- 3 As I Remain Forgotten 6:52
- 4 A Rotten Life Gone to Waste 4:22
- 5 Finally, I Reach My End 3:58
- 6 Nothing Changes 4:44
- 7 These Long and Lonely Nights 8:54
December Spent in Seclusion
Single · 2023
- 1 December Spent in Seclusion 9:28
I Am Alone
Split · 2023
- 1 Ishtaakini - Goodbye, My Friend 2:42
- 2 Ishtaakini - Abused Assaulted and Abandoned 2:43
- 3 Ishtaakini - Murder and Suicide 3:13
- 4 Have a Nice Life... - A False Sense of Closure 6:14
- 5 Have a Nice Life... - I Hug Myself from the Strings of Your Heart 8:32
- 6 Have a Nice Life... - My Final Gift to a World That Hates Me 6:52
My Final Goodbye
Single · 2023
- 1 My Final Goodbye 7:54